Wednesday, July 09, 2008

Dear blog

How are you? I am fine.

Okay, I'm not really fine. My sinuses are still infected. My joints ache and I could lose some weight. I wish I made more money. I'm not thrilled with the economy, rising gas prices or the political climate.

Other than that, I'm fine.

Sort of.

I mean, I'm still freaked about being 50. I find myself questioning everything I believed in at one time or another. No one gets my sense of humor so I am beginning to believe I don't have one. I seem to have lost my ability to communicate. Which is okay because I still feel invisible most of the time anyway.

But I'm fine.

A bit paranoid though. I pretty much believe everyone is out to get me. But I know that is my imagination.

Or not.

But I'm fine.

I've been writing a lot of blog posts lately. My blog stats, however, are at an all time low. Did I mention I no longer think I have a sense of humor and I've lost the ability to communicate?

I don't think anyone likes me. But that could just be the paranoia talking.

Other than that, I'm fine.

How are you doing? I'm pretty much okay, other than all that low self-esteem stuff and the paranoia.

Oh well, take care.

Your friend (or not),

Tim_Id

P.S.

I'm fine.
Sort of.

3 comments:

Scarlet said...

I turn 40 next month .... and I am so NOT looking forward to it!
If it makes you feel any better, my blog stats are down too.
Well, they were never UP, so I guess they're about the same.

Maybe nobody likes me either.
Or maybe your paranoia is rubbing off.
Nope ... it's all me.

I like you Tim.
Have a wonderful day!

Gypsy said...

Little tip for you Tim that I learned a few weeks ago. DON'T look at your stats. Anyway you've got Scarlet and I here so you've got quality over quantity which is better by far don't you think?

Gawd I'm only 19 months away from 50....I was looking forward to it...now...not so much.

PS I've always loved your sense of humour Tim but people think I'm weird so maybe that's not cause to celebrate.

Tim ID said...

Scarlet,
Forty seems quite young when you are 50. Early Happy Birthday, btw. And I wouldn't say my blog stats were ever up substantially. Though I do still get frequent hits on the "Talking to naked men" post.

All of us paranoid people should stick together. After all, who else can we trust :)

And thanks for being supportive. I do appreciate it.

Gypsy,

I know, I know. Stats are just depressing. Though you have more people reading your blog on a regular basis on one day than I usually have hits in a week.

And I know you like my sense of humor. I do appreciate you sticking by me even when I whine.